Run amuck

This photographer Frank Haxton - Digiman Photography- took some great pictures at the Reno River Festival. They are not only great photographs, but they are entertaining, if you are like me, a person who enjoys watching people. One thing I found very inspiring about these photos where how healthy and fit many of the team members where, they looked vibrant and healthy, and muscular. I hope one day I will feel comfortable enough in my own skin, look back in the mirror and say wow, I look healthy. I know a lot of it is my weight, but it is also my diet, my stress level, my time management skills, my mental state. I see pictures of myself and I have bags under my eyes and dark circles, I just look so tired, I have also been feeling very tired. Could it be allergies? I feel I am getting better every day I am moving forward and learning to be ever so gentle and patient with myself. I am taking better care of myself but I have such a long way to go, with everything, mentally, emotionally,spiritually. How easy it is to sometimes forget how very lucky and blessed we are just to breath, just to be alive. I know that part of my issue is my diet. I felt so much more energetic and healthy when I was eating more raw fruits and vegetables, nuts, and seeds, drinking more water, taking a vitamin if I could remember to.

Today I had a cup of coffee with cream, some custard, a chicken sandwich with a few criss cut fries, a chicken ceasar salad. A stawberry milkshake.